In the past month I have "heard" of about 20 people being pregnant with their second babies...so its probably understandable why last night I completely broke down on my dad and Col. I told my dad exactly how I was feeling..which was weird because I didn't want to tell my parents or anyone "in real life" that we are trying again because I don't want them to know we're having some problems.
I feel like giving up...I really feel like its never going to happen and I can't keep doing it because its heartbreaking every day. I know I need to stop going on forums because this is what makes me worse but I have friends there and I wouldn't have anyone else to talk to. Still, I think its something I'm going to have to do soon because I am going to end up losing the plot otherwise.
Day 13, still no positive OPK.
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Aw hun!! Don't worry about taking a break from the forums, everyone understands and everyone will still be there for you just as much, when you decide to come back!!
ReplyDeleteeveryone wishes you the best! would it be worth suggesting even, that BFPs get a seperate sub forum... like you know how collections is now a sub? im sure there are other people who are finding it hard not getting preg. quickly that it might be nice to have an option to look or not.
Your allowed to break down though. Im sure it isn't easy what your going through. Your parents knowing what your going through might be a good thing, because although you didnt want them to know, they will now be able to show you their love and support.
go snuggle your hubby and gorgeous little girly and just keep your fingers crossed. I'm sure it will happen for you soon, when your body is ready.
is there anyway you can stop using opks and stop 'trying'... just go with the flow?
The month i got pregnant with ollie was the 1st month i DIDNT get a positive opk... so I figured it wasnt going to happen that month... but it was the month i got pregnant and i def. think this was all down to my body relaxing after thinking it wasnt going to happen, it meant i wasnt stressed and worked up the rest of the month.
sorry if what ive said is a load of rubbish, but i just wanted you to know that there is someone out there that has their fingers crossed for you too.
x
Thanks Emma.
ReplyDeleteYes I'm going to not use them next month as I don't have the money to haha!
I wouldnt want a seperate room for BFPs, its something to be happy about and those girls should be able to share it and be excited. xx