Update

So now I am on day 24..I think?! Anyway, I think my period is due at the weekend, joy of joys around the same time as what would have been my due date from my ectopic pregnancy. I'm not doing symptom spotting because I just can't keep doing it to myself, and I will not be early testing as 1. I can't take seeing another negative test 2. I have no tests in the house anyway. I am still doing OPKs as I wasn't sure if what I had last week was my surge so I have carried on and today will be my last OPK and I've still not had anything as dark as last week.

I have come to the conclusion that my obsession with Make Up is my way of getting through this. It didn't really start until after my ectopic, and it seems to have become worse recently. I don't mind, I'm not getting into debt for it or anything but it would be nice not to "have to have" the latest products. Really, getting pregnant would help me in a lot of ways - it would make me happier, it would help me move on from my ectopic and it would save me a lot of money.

Anyway.