Waiting..

I've only got a few days left of waiting now, I'm still undecided although I am erring to the side of negativity and thinking its unlikely I am pregnant this month. I had a few good signs, my skin has been horrendous, during my first trimester with Alice I had really bad skin from very early on, and it was very oily. But I have the usual one sore boob which I get every month, although the other one is slightly tender. I'm very moody, this could just be PMS. It really is impossible to tell which is why I don't like to spend two weeks guessing, I leave it all to the last week.

If I'm not pregnant this month I'm having a month without alcohol. I think I drink too much of it..not in an alcoholic way but I can't imagine its helping. Although I did do it back in January, it didn't help but I wasn't on Metformin then. U

My diet starts again today, I can tell I've put weight on and obviously I don't want to put it on. I'm going to do some reading into the GI diet today. Obviously not drinking will help with the weight loss, I'm sure Col will be happy to stop drinking too. I just have to stick to it because by a friday tea time I'm that stressed with the week I've had I just want a glass of wine. Well I know one glass is fine but it never is.

Just a quick edit - this afternoon I've had some cramps at the sides and in my back so I think I'm definitely out this month.

Hopefully I'll get my appointment through soon for my Lap & Dye, the cons did say end of August or the beginning of September. I don't really know what to do, should I chase it up with her secretary if I haven't received anything soon? I also need to discuss the amount of Metformin I'm on. It makes me shakey even when I've eaten, I'm on 2x500mg tablets a day. I had my dad test my blood sugar levels last week and it was 5.4 which is pretty low. He has Type 2 Diabetes and is only on one Metformin a day, so if his levels are high and he's only one one, why am I on two when my levels are normal?